Acara Dirgahayu Teman

 kali ini saya mau cerita pengalaman mengesankan ke acara Ulang Tahun teman. Susi Milinawati namanya, teman satu kelas yang tomboy banget ini tinggal di daerah yang jauh bangetttttttttt................. gilaaaaa.... jauhh...... dari pusat kota maupun sekolah. Perjalanan pake motor bisa sampai 45 menit. dengan rute perjalanan yang melewati jalan raya. jalan sepi, jalan hancur lebur, jalan bece, jalan seram banyak truk-truk gedenya, sampe gang kecil belok kanan, kiri, kanan,kanan, muter-muter deh.... >,<
teman yang biasa saya panggil Sushi ini gak pernah telat datang ke sekolah, sekali lagi.... TIDAK PERNAH TELAT!!!.....
gila ini pukulan telak bagi kami warga kelas yang tak bisa mengeluarkan alasan apapun kalau telat. Kami gak berani bilang kalau rumah jauh, karena jelas dikelas rumah Sushi lah yang paling jauh.

kemarin tepat tanggal 17 mei, Sushi berulang tahun dan mengajak kami semua ke rumahnya. well, kita gak bisa nolak, jelas lah. Sushi bilang mamanya udah masak nasi kuning 5 kg, siapalagi yang ngabisin nasi kuning sebanyak itu kalau kami gak datang???...
jadi sebagian warga kelas memutuskan untuk ke rumah Sushi termaksud saya dan soul-mate saya Dewi KW.
tapi................... something happen!

Saat bel pulang berbunyi dan kami semua menuju parkiran, cuaca sungguh tak bersahabat. saat kami semua di parkiran, angin kencang terus berhembus. Beberapa teman mulai menjadi dukun cuaca amatir maupun paranormal dengan menafsiran segala yang akan terjadi nantinya. Dan tak sampai 5 menit, hujan lebat mengguyur.... kami semua manyun, tapi hujan makin lebat dan dasyat. kami semua panik. dan terdengarlah segala guntur dan halilintar bergantian berbunyi. Tiba-tiba guntur dasyat yang memekakan telinga terdengar. semua cewe teriak ketakutan, ada juga teman cowok yang pake jaket merah, mananya Andi teriak ke sana kemarin ketakutan dengan suara serirosa melengking!. (berharap yang namanya andi gak pernah baca/ buka blog ini. aminnnn :D ) muka kami pucat pasih, apalagi Sushi, mukanya beteeeee bangetttt......
sekarang kami tidak hanya mencemaskan bagaimana cara ke rumah Sushi, tapi juga mencemaskan bagaimana pulang kerumah.
hari mulai sore, hujan tak redah-redah, masih lebat dan angin masih dengan asyiknya berhembus. Ada beberapa teman yang bawa jas hujan, ada juga yang enggak. beberapa teman memutuskan untuk pulang ke rumah, beberapa teman memutuskan untuk tetap menunggu dan sisalah kami, jiwa-jiwa berani, nyaris nekat dan haus akan petualangan memutuskan untuk ke rumah Sushi. Ada saya, Dewi, Evi, Andi, Aleng, Mutiara, Mimi, Rizky, Dinda, Nadila, Rexna, dan Vera, total 12 orang. Dewi yang mengendarai motor sedangkan saya digonceng membawa 2 tas, depan belakang (mengamankan tas teman yang bawa laptop) karena kami pakai jas hujan. Karena pake jas hujan juga sepanjang perjalanan saya cuman bisa melihat genangan air yang tinggi, mencapai 20 cm dan habislah telinga dewi mendengar teriakan saya yang ketakutan dan mengigil.  kaki saya serasa ditusuki-tusuk jarum karena hujan yang deras. walaupun pake jas hujan badan saya 80 persen basah!.. dan jalan tak sepenuhnya mulus, banyak kubangan dimana-mana, apalagi ketika Dewi berusaha menyalip truk.. itu rasanya mau teriak sampai suara habis!
Ada juga dibeberapa kesempatan kami teriak-teriak dijalan "woyyyy" atau sebutan apapun lah yang sering disebut anak muda. hanya sekedar bersenang-senang bersama hujan.
setelah menewati liku-liku perjalanan yang amat menyeramkan, dan amat lama( badan pegal) tibalah disungai rengas, tepatnya rumah Sushi. Saat itu mati lampu, dan rumah Sushi basah karena kami. dengan keadaan basah kuyup, kami makan dengan lahap (gilaaa lapar banget!!!!)... gak peduli deh dengan keadaan basah kuyup ini, bahkan ada juga teman yang berselfie ria dengan senter.
pas mau pulang, hujan sudah redah. dan sepanjang perjalanan itulah baju yang basah kering dengan sendirinya

Daftar lagu buat si 'bekas'

Posting kali ini mengenai MANTAN. Yang namanya mantan pasti ada yang ngeselin atau yang kangenin. Hahaha ya kan???. Berikut ini referensi lagu-lagu terbaik buat si 'bekas'

 1. Come Back -Utada Hikaru 

Ini adalah lagu jepang yang cukup bagus menurut saya. Walaupun pas di chorus liriknya diulang-ulang tapi gak bikin bosan kok. Suara penyanyi wanita ini cukup unik, dilagu ini Utada Hiraku berusaha mengungkapkan isi lagu yang ngajakin mantan balikan, sampe bilang 'aku akan beri apa yang kau mau, sayang kembali padaku'. Apalagi pas Bridge-nya. Itu keren banget... Dijamin gak bisa ikutan nyanyi, pasti kalian bakalan kehabisan nafas dan pingsan -,-








2. If This Was A Movie-Taylor Swift 

Lagu ini lagu favorit saya, tapi saya gak punya yang versi asli, saya hanya punya yang dicover sama Maddi Jane. Hehe... Lagu ini menceritakan Taylor yang flashback kenangan-kenangan masa lalunya sama mantan. Lagu ini pas chorus juga sama liriknya dengan lagu Utada Hikaru 'come back, come back to me'. 

Terjemahannya kira-kira gini: Mungkin sudah terlambat, tapi kembalilah padaku. Aku tahu manusia berubah dan itu akan terjadi. Tapi aku ingat saat berada di pelukanmu dan teman-temanmu menertawai kita. Mengingat dimalam ketika kau mengatakan padaku, tak ada yang bisa digantikan. Tidak untuk aku atau kamu. Tidak sebelum aku tahu seberapa bencinya aku merasa kehilangan.
 woah...... Sedih..... Lagu Taylor emang yang terspektakuler buat orang galau 




3. I Knew You Are Trouble- Taylor Swift.

 Bagi fans One Direction pasti tahu lagu ini. Iya, lagu ini dinyanyikan buat salah satu personel One Direction, yaitu Harry Style. Mereka berdua pernah menjalin hubungan, tapi beberapa bulan aja mereka tiba-tiba dikabarkan putus. Dari lagunya sih udah kelihatan kalau Taylor benci sama mantannya yang satu ini, dia bilang Harry adalah Masalah. Haha.... Taylor mah emang gitu selalu membuat lagu buat pacar atau mantan. Hebat kan?. Hehehe... Pacar atau mantan yang dibuatin lagu harusnya senang sih. Tapi kalau lagunya yang bersifat menjelekan kebanyakan para mantan gak terima, apalagi fans mereka, marah besar dan benci banget sama Taylor. 
 '.......you never love me, or her, or anyware, or anything... '





 4. Back To Desember- Taylor Swift.
 Masih lagu kakak saya ni( hahahaha, peace ya). Salah satu lagu yang tidak pernah bosan saya putar, Abadi sepanjang masa. Lagu ini menceritakan hubungan Taylor Swift dengan Taylor lautner. Itu loh yang jadi jacob di film Twilight, yang ganteng, kulitnya coklat, macho. Aduh.... Lewat lagu ini Taylor mengungkapkan penyesalannya. Putusnya mereka ya bulan Desember, lewat lagu ini taylor bilang ia ingin kembali ke desember dan membuat semuanya baik-baik saja. Taylor lautner adalah pacar terbaik Taylor, walaupun mereka udah putus, tapi mereka masih menjalin hubungan baik. (Gosip yang saya baca bilangnya gitu). 


5 The One That Got Away- Katy Perry 

Lagu ini menceritakan kisah cinta sepasang kekasih yang dipenuhi kegilaan. Berbicara mengenai masa depan seperti tahu bocoran dari Tuhan dan tak pernah berencana akan kehilangan satu sama lain. Lagu ini sukses buat saya nangis terisak-isak, apalagi lihat video klipnya, dan ngebayangin si 'bekas'. Apalagi kalau kalian masih cinta tapi putus karena suatu hal. 
 '....In another life, I would be your girl We'd keep all our promises Be "us" against the world In another life, I would make you stay So I don't have to say You were the one that got away The one that got away..' 




6 All We Ever Need- Lady Antebellum
 Ini adalah salah satu band favorit saya, walaupun personilnya udah pada tua-tua dan bandnya juga udah dari zaman dulu. Tapi mereka tetap WoW dimata saya. Saya gak tahu kenapa, mungkin selera saya memang di genre country. Taylor Swift dan Lady Antebellum adalah artis bergenre country, dan saya suka semua lagu mereka. Lagu ini dinyanyikan duet dan suara cowoknya itu so sweet banget. 

Lagu ini berisikan penyesalan mereka berdua, penyesalan yang sudah lama mereka simpan. Dan mereka melakukan hal-hal 'bodoh' karena kangen. Ada juga pas cowoknya nyanyi dan bilang 
' temanku kira aku sudah move on, tapi kenyataannya tak sekuat itu. Aku menyimpan semua kata-katamu, di kotak yang tak kumengerti di bawah tempat tidurku dan semua itu tak ada satu orangpun tahu. 

 ' That what we had has all ever need....' 






 7. All Too Well- Taylor Swift 

Karena ngebahas country jadi larinya ke lagu taylor lagi ni. Hehehe.... Tapi lagu ini cocok jadi lagu koleksi kalian, lagu ini juga terbilang baru dan masuk dalam daftar lagu di album RED. Lagu ini menceritakan kisah Taylor dulu dengan cowok. (Gak tahu ni cowoknya siapa, ketinggalan gosip). 
Bahkan Taylor sampai bilang gini dilagu ini 
 'Aku tahu itu dulu, dan keajaiban tidak ada disini. Aku mungkin baik-baik saja, tapi aku merasa tidak sempurna'  

Dinada yang sama tapi liriknya beda begini
 'Aku tahu itu dulu, dan aku tak bisa melakukan apa-apa. Bahkan aku melupakanmu begitu lama, lupa kenapa aku membutuhkanmu'. 
untuk lirik selengkapnya klik lirik all to well-Taylor Swift
 8 My Immortal- Evanescence 

Dari judulnya aja WOW banget ya?... Yeee... Kita dah sampai di lagu terakhir buat si bekas ni.. Lagu ini mungkin enggak pas buat mantan, tapi pasnya buat seseorang yang sudah dipanggil duluan sama Tuhan. Tapi intinya kan buat sih dia yang pernah ada di kehidupan kita dan meninggalkan bekas.. 

Mungkin sekian postingan saya kali ini, bagi yang mau liriknya ini ada saya ngepost lirik2 mereka:
 1. Lirik lagu Come Back-Utada Hikaru 
2. Lirik lagu If This Was A Movie- Taylor Swift
 3. Lirik lagu I knew You Are Trouble-Taylor Swift 
4. Lirik lagu Back To Desember- Taylor Swift 
5. Lirik lagu The One That Got Awayi- Katy Perry
 6. Lirik lagu All We Ever Need- Lady Antebellum 
7. Lirik lagu All Too Well- Taylor Swfit 
8. lirik lagu terjemahan My Immortal- Evanescence 

khusus buat lagu terakhir disajikan terjemahannya, mengingat di postingan ini ngebahas lagu itu dikit banget. Buat lagu lain, maaf ya gak bisa diterjemahin, tapi kan udah dijelaskan sedikit-sedikit arti liriknya. Jadi selamat bergalau ria mengingat si 'bekas' ya .... Maaf banyak banget lagu Taylornya, namanya juga ngefans, siap menyebarkan virus Taylor Swiff, kemanapun, dimanapun,.... HahahahahhahAhaa

Lirik Lagu Terjemahan My Immortals- Evangescence

I'm so tired of being here
Aku sangat lelah berada di sini
Suppressed by all my childish fears
Tertekan oleh ketakutanku yang kekanak-kanakan
And if you have to leave
Dan jika kau harus pergi
I wish that you would just leave
Kuharap kau pergi saja
'Cause your presence still lingers here
Karena kehadiranmu masih berbekas di sini
And it won't leave me alone
Dan  takkan meninggalkanku sendiri

BRIDGE
These wounds won't seem to heal
Luka ini takkan pernah sembuh
This pain is just too real
Rasa sakit ini memang sangat nyata
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Terlalu banyak hal yang tak bisa dihapuskan oleh waktu
CHORUS
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
Saat kau menangis, kan kuseka semua air matamu
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears 

saat kau berteriak, kan kuusir semua ketakutanmu
I held your hand through all of these years
Kugenggam tanganmu sepanjang tahun
But you still have all of me
Namun kau masih memiliki diriku
You used to captivate me
Dulu kau memikat bagiku
By your resonating light
Dengan cahayamu yang menggetarkan
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Kini aku terikat pada hidup yang kau tinggalkan
Your face it haunts
Wajahmu menghantui
My once pleasant dreams
Mimpi-mimpiku yang dulu menyenangkan
Your voice it chased away
Suaramu menghalau
All the sanity in me
Kewarasan dalam diriku

 

BRIDGE
CHORUS

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
Tlah berusaha keras kukatakan pada diriku sendiri bahwa kau tlah mati
But though you're still with me
Namun meski kau masih bersamaku
I've been alone all along
Selama ini aku tlah sendiri

CHORUS

Lirik All To Well- Taylor Swift

I walked through the door with you, the air was cold,
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow.
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house,
And you still got it in your drawer even now.

Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze.
We're singing in the car, getting lost Upstate.
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place,
And I can picture it after all these days.

And I know it's long gone,
And that magic's not here no more,
And I might be okay,
But I'm not fine at all.

'Cause there we are again on that little town street.
You almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over me.
Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.

Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red.
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-size bed
And your mother's telling stories about you on a tee ball team
You tell me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me.

And I know it's long gone
And there was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to...

'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night.
We dance around the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well, yeah.

Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much,
And maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up.
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.

Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
So casually cruel in the name of being honest.
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all... too well.

Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone

But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it 'cause you remember it all too well, yeah

'Cause there we are again, when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

Lirik lagu If This Was A Movie- Taylor Swift

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now
 
 I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them,
Now I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me,
"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose"
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now
If you're out there,
If you're somewhere,
If you're moving on,
I've been waiting for you.
Ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before.
And I just wanna see you back at my front door.
And I say
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I take it all back now
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now
You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now, whoa
Thought you'd be here by now

Lirik lagu I knew You Are Trouble-Taylor Swift

Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
Without me, without me, without me
And he's long gone when he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me
'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
No apologies. He'll never see you cry,
Pretends he doesn't know that he's the reason why.
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning.
Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone when he met me
And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in (you were right there, you were right there)
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble

Lirik lagu Back To Desember- Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized I loved you in the fall.
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
All the time.

lirik lagu The One That Got Away-Katy Perry

Summer after high school when we first met
We'd make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos  

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you
In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
 

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on (Whoa)
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse
But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]
The one that got away
 

[Bridge:]
All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
Can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I should've told you what you meant to me (Whoa)
'Cause now I pay the price
In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

Lirik lagu Come Back-Utada Hikaru

The rain falls on my windows
And a coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop all our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Lower east side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this
And she buys that
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her side of the story
It isn't that bad
It isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe
I was too dumb to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna but
I open my heart to be
You are my priority
Can't you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby, take it easy on me

Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na, na na na... 

Lirik lagu All We Ever Need- Lady Antebellum

Boy it's been all this time
And I can't get you off my mind
And nobody knows it but me

I stare at your photograph
Still sleep in the shirt you left
And nobody knows it but me

Everyday I wipe my tears away
So many nights I've prayed for you to say

I should've been chasing you
I should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me

I should've said all the things
That I kept inside of me
And maybe I could've made you believe
That what we had was all we'd ever need

My friends think I'm moving on
But the truth is I'm not that strong
And nobody knows it but me

And I've kept all the words you said
In a box underneath my bed
And nobody knows it but me

But if you're happy I'll get through somehow
But the truth is that I've been screaming out

I should've been chasing you
I should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me

I should've said all the things
That I kept inside of me
And maybe I could've made you believe
That what we had was all we'd ever need
It was all we'd ever need
Oh, I thought it was all we'd ever need

I should've been chasing you
You should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me

Oh, you should've said all the things
That I kept inside of me
And maybe you could've made me believe
That what we had, girl
Oh, that what we had, what we had, it was all we'd ever need
It was all we'd ever need

Not All About Me

 Sebenarnya Udah lama mau buat blog tapi takut...  Gimana ya kalau nanti blognya sepi pengunjung? Gimana ya kalau jarang nulis di blog karena sibuk ngurusin sekolah yang gurunya hobi banget ngasii tugas! Nah gimana tuh??? Segala sesuatu harus dipertimbangkan.....soalnya bukan anak kecil lagi sih, sekalipun ni otak masih belum mau dewasa, ya sok-sok-an aja jadi dewasa. .... Cieeeee yang Udah gede!!

Cerita dikit ya mengenai author?? .. Dikit aja
Seorang pelajar, baru aja masuk masa putih abu-abu, bukan SMA tapi SMK.. ... Kenapa?? Gak boleh gitu sekolah di SMK?? ... Banyak sih orang berpendapatan yang masuk SMK itu orang yang tersisih gitu... Apalagi bagi sekolah-sekolah negeri, nilai adalah hal utama. Kebanyakan orang pengen masuk SMA, karena nilainya jelek, dia tersisih jadi masuk ke SMK deh... Ada juga orang yang bilang SMK itu perkumpulan orang-orang kurang mampu dalam finansial(gak mau ketik miskin, soalnya miskin banyak macam, miskin hati juga bisa kan?) . Seperti yang kita tahu SMK adalah sekolah kejuruan yang dalam proses belajar mengajarnya lebih terfokus pada jurusan yang kita pilih. Nah, orang yang masuk SMK bisa langsung kerja, karena di sekolah Udah banyak dibekali keahlian dalam berkerja. Jadi mungkin mereka mikirnya orang yang masuk SMK itu adalah orang yang gak mampu kuliah, jadi abis SMK bisa langsung kerja.....
Kalau aku sih mikirnya gak gitu lah, buktinya banyak tuh teman satu kelas yang handphonenya samsung touchscreen. Yang pake HP china paling 2, 3 orang. Kalau guru bilang 'bebas mencari jawaban dari sumber manapun' semuanya pada keluarin HP buat browsing.  Panjang ya penjelasan mengenai SMK??... -,-


akhir-akhir ini disibukan dengan tugas-tugas sekolah yang bejibun!!... dari mulai nari, pementasan drama, fashion show baju kerja, batik ikat celup, batik cap. wah banyak deh. tebak deh jurusan apa??....  tata boga??... seni??.. hahahahha... saya jurusan AKUNTANSI -__-. emang gak nyambung!.. please siapapun yang punya kuasa, tolong marahin guru saya yang begitu mengeksploitasi saya dengan tugas yang gak nyambung dengan jurusan saya... please ... hicks... hicksss....


suka banget musik,  musik itu bisa buat kita jingkrak-jingkak, nangis terisak-isak, galau sampe mau bunuh diri juga bisa (ets!!! jangan!!!). suka banget sama penyanyi Taylor Swift. Buat swifttins. sering-sering berkunjung ke blog ini yaaa :D. 

saya sebagai author berjanji akan sering-sering nulis di blog ini. pegang janji saya :D

Lirik lagu 'Save And Sound'- Taylor Swift soundtrack hunger games

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, "I'll never let you go"
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound


Don't you dare look out your window, darling,
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold on to this lullaby
Even when music's gone
Gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
La La (La La)
La La (La La)
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
La La (La La)

Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...

Oooh, oooh, oooh, oooh oh oh. [repeat 'til fade]

Lirik lagu Butter Fly Fly Away- Miley Cyrus & Billy Cyrus Soundtrack Hanna Montana

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone!
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Got your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
You've been waiting for this day
All along and known just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

 

Lirik Lagu This Is Me-Demi Lovato And Jonas Brother

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know
to let you know

    

chorus:

This is real
This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

 
Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
 

back chorus

 
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
back chorus
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Mengejar Anila

Ini adalah tulisan pertama di blog pertamaku juga. Smoga tulisannya gak absurd ya.....
Cerita dikit mengenai nama blog.
Mengejar anila, adalah judul novel aku yang ikut lomba passion show dari penerbit bentang pustaka (tahu gak?. Itu loh penerbit yg nerbitin novel supernova-dewi lestari, dan laskar pelangi, gak bermaksud menggurui, tapi supaya ngena aja penerbitnya yg mana. Hehe :D)
Tapi!!!!!..... Novelnya gak menang!!!... Sedih?. Gak juga, cuman malu aja. Ha.... -_-
Gak tahu juga kenapa gak menang, enggak dikasi tahu kekurangannya dimana. Kalau berusaha nyari sendiri, baca novel karya sendiri yg udah gagal rasanya kaya motong bombay+cabe+bawang. Okee jangan bahas yang itu lagi.
Intinya adalah dari kata anila itu sendiri. Kebanyakan orang pasti presepsinya anila nama orang.(Memang nama orang) Anila adalah arti dari angin. Menurut google yang aku baca, itu nama gak jelas dari bahasa apa, yang satu bilang bahasa jawa, yang satu dari ajaran hindu. Yang penting artinya angin lah ya -_-  angin=anila itu ajaib, gak bisa dilihat tapi bisa dirasa, dia bisa menelusuri segala lekuk tubuh jika dia mau, dia bisa menari-nari dikulit kita, membuat rambut jadi bergelombang cantik, atau membuat tataan rambut kita hancur berantakan dan seberapa absurd angin itu, kita slalu ngerasa adem kalau anila itu datang.
 Dia bisa pergi kemana aja dia mau!(Anila ada dimana-mana kan?) Dia bisa terbang sama seperti burung, tapi dia gak bisa dikurung, dan burung bisa. Dia gak bisa mati dan burung bisa. Anila bebas!. Siapa sih manusia di dunia ini yang mau jadi anila?.. Aku mau!!!!!. AKU!!!!. MAU BANGETT!!!!!..
Itulah maksudnya... Mengejar anila. 
kamu gak bisa jadi anila, Anila ya anila. Manusia ya manusia.
Dan bagi orang dewasa, manusia yang mengatakan kepada seluruh dunia bahwa dia ingin jadi angin adalah orang gila!. Tapi mereka salah, mereka gak tahu arti angin sebenarnya....
Sekalipun gak bisa jadi anila, kamu bisa mengejar anila. Kamu bisa mengejar kebebasan itu.

Kamu bisa mengejar mimpi-mimpi fantasi gila itu. Kejar!. Tangkap! Hap!. Genggam erat dan jangan pernah lepaskan..

*butuh waktu 24 jam untuk memikirkan tulisan pertama ini, tapi butuh waktu 10 menit untuk menuangkan ide kedalam bentuk tulisan.. Semoga bermanfaat :D